Fear
I am afraid my fear is almost chronical by now. It developed during past months. I irrationally fear almost everything. One of my more understandable fears is fear of heights, but then there are many fears so irrational I’d be ashamed to write about them here, let’s just say they are utterly ridiculous.
The thing that is really weird about all this is that I am kind of addicted to fear, I just can’t help but fear when I have the option (I know it sounds weird, but I don’t have to fear when I have something to do, I voluntarily choose it (well, the voluntarity is questionable, but I am kind of obsessed, something like people who are obsessed with hurting themselves (awww, it’s difficult to explain, maybe I should just visit a psychologist/psychiatrist ;-))).
But I guess that I still have time to get rid of that obsession… and if I’m not succesful, I should probably seek professional help.
PS: Just because you are paranoid doesn’t mean they are NOT out to get you." ;-)
6 thoughts on “Fear”
Vikki 2006-06-12
Rozdíl mezi psychiatrem a psychologem je v tom, že ža za psychologem jdeš sám, za psychiatrem tě přivedou:)
Takže jestli půjdeš, tak za psychologem..
PS. tebe taky sledujou?
Keo 2006-06-12
Hm, zajímavý. Myslím, že vím o čem mluvíš. Já se třeba zase někdy prostě chci cítit špatně. Strach už teda moc nemívám, až je to někdy škoda — člověk se vůbec neučí a tak. Vždycky se ale teda nějak ovládnu. Nejúspěšnější metoda asi je jít mezi lidi, se kterýma si rozumíš, a něco dělat. Kdo má sám se sebou vydržet celý ty dny?!
2006-06-12
chatting with psychologist is ABSOLUTELY GREAT :thumbup: :thumbup: :thumbup:
gkg 2006-06-12
that :thumbup1: was my comment, somewhat :drool:
2006-06-12
:sorcerer: :cursing: :wacko: jůů fakt skvělý ;)
lucíja 2006-06-12
joj to jsem byla já ten předchozí koment :D
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